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i haven't been on this website in years.
i'm sure no one will bother to read this, but i just have some things i need to get off my chest. i could put this anywhere, but i think this is the right place for it. i lived so much through this website. i made amazing friends that shared a lot with me right here, but i've lost them now. i will never blame any of them for it, because it was all me. i'm not expecting to be friends with any of them ever again, because if we were meant to be friends forever, we wouldn't have drifted apart so much. i guess i'm just not that good at keeping friendships up through the internet. i was an idiot. an absolute idiot. if they ever happen to stumble by this and read it, i just want them to know that i'm sorry. i don't want them to force themselves to talk to me again because i don't deserve that and maybe it would be best for us to stay apart. but i want them all to know that i still love them with all of my heart and that will never change. i will never regret the years that we shared together because they were some of the best ones of my life. i took them for granted. i should have realized what i had, but i didn't. i'm sorry. everyone should just know that it wasn't their fault and it never will be. i hope that all of their lives are amazing these days because they truly deserve that. i don't think about them every single day anymore, but i still think of them a lot. i think i always will.
okay, well, i'm rambling now, and i don't want it to seem too long or messed up, so i'll just leave it here. i love you all. bye.
i haven't been on this website in years.
i'm sure no one will bother to read this, but i just have some things i need to get off my chest. i could put this anywhere, but i think this is the right place for it. i lived so much through this website. i made amazing friends that shared a lot with me right here, but i've lost them now. i will never blame any of them for it, because it was all me. i'm not expecting to be friends with any of them ever again, because if we were meant to be friends forever, we wouldn't have drifted apart so much. i guess i'm just not that good at keeping friendships up through the internet. i was an idiot. an absolute idiot. if they ever happen to stumble by this and read it, i just want them to know that i'm sorry. i don't want them to force themselves to talk to me again because i don't deserve that and maybe it would be best for us to stay apart. but i want them all to know that i still love them with all of my heart and that will never change. i will never regret the years that we shared together because they were some of the best ones of my life. i took them for granted. i should have realized what i had, but i didn't. i'm sorry. everyone should just know that it wasn't their fault and it never will be. i hope that all of their lives are amazing these days because they truly deserve that. i don't think about them every single day anymore, but i still think of them a lot. i think i always will.
okay, well, i'm rambling now, and i don't want it to seem too long or messed up, so i'll just leave it here. i love you all. bye.
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Fear Meme thing
5 min read
i don't post here anymore but i got bored so ayyy
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness
[/] Acrophobia - Fear of heights
[x] Agliophobia - Fear of pain
[x] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds
[ ] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street
[x] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers
[/] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society
[/] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched
[x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers
[x] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness
[/] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure
[ ] Aulophobia - Fear of flutes
[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone
TOTAL: 10
B
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[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steepness
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants
TOTAL: 10
C
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[x] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs
TOTAL: 12
D
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[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses
[x] Dtychiphobia - Fear of accidents
TOTAL: 13
E
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[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of home
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses
TOTAL: 13
G
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[/] Gophobia - Fear of marriage
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees
[ ] Globophobia - Fear of balloons
[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women
TOTAL: 14 1/2
H
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[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun
[/] Hemophobia - Fear of blood
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles
[/] Hydrophobia - Fear of water
TOTAL: 15 1/2
I
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[/] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors
[/] Insectophobia - Fear of insects
[ ] Ichithyophobia - Fear of fish
TOTAL: 16 1/2
K
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[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms
TOTAL: 16 1/2
L - M
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[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white
[x] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes
[x] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs
TOTAL: 18 1/2
N
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[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night
[/] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals
TOTAL: 20
O
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[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain
[x] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds
TOTAL: 22
P
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[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper
[x] Pathophobia - Fear of disease
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children
[/] Philophobia - Fear of love
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns
[x] Pteromerhanophobia - fear of flying
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire
TOTAL: 25 1/2
R
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[ ] Rajalophobia - Fear of Apes
TOTAL: 25 1/2
S
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[/] Scolionophobia - Fear of school
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon
[x] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep(i love sleep)
TOTAL: 26 1/2
T
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[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology
[x] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder
[ ] Triskaidekaphobia - Fear of the number 13
[x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections
TOTAL: 27
V-Z
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[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft
[x] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals
TOTAL: 28
FINAL RESULT: 28
-More than 50, Why aren't you in a psyche-ward yet?
-More than 20.5, I strongly recommend some counseling.
-10.5-20, you are normal.
-10 or less, you're fearless.
-0- You're lying.
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness
[/] Acrophobia - Fear of heights
[x] Agliophobia - Fear of pain
[x] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds
[ ] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street
[x] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers
[/] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society
[/] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched
[x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers
[x] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness
[/] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure
[ ] Aulophobia - Fear of flutes
[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone
TOTAL: 10
B
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[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steepness
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants
TOTAL: 10
C
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[x] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs
TOTAL: 12
D
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[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses
[x] Dtychiphobia - Fear of accidents
TOTAL: 13
E
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[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of home
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses
TOTAL: 13
G
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[/] Gophobia - Fear of marriage
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees
[ ] Globophobia - Fear of balloons
[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women
TOTAL: 14 1/2
H
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[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun
[/] Hemophobia - Fear of blood
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles
[/] Hydrophobia - Fear of water
TOTAL: 15 1/2
I
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[/] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors
[/] Insectophobia - Fear of insects
[ ] Ichithyophobia - Fear of fish
TOTAL: 16 1/2
K
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[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms
TOTAL: 16 1/2
L - M
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[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white
[x] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes
[x] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs
TOTAL: 18 1/2
N
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[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night
[/] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals
TOTAL: 20
O
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[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain
[x] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds
TOTAL: 22
P
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[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper
[x] Pathophobia - Fear of disease
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children
[/] Philophobia - Fear of love
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns
[x] Pteromerhanophobia - fear of flying
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire
TOTAL: 25 1/2
R
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[ ] Rajalophobia - Fear of Apes
TOTAL: 25 1/2
S
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[/] Scolionophobia - Fear of school
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon
[x] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep(i love sleep)
TOTAL: 26 1/2
T
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[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology
[x] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder
[ ] Triskaidekaphobia - Fear of the number 13
[x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections
TOTAL: 27
V-Z
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[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft
[x] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals
TOTAL: 28
FINAL RESULT: 28
-More than 50, Why aren't you in a psyche-ward yet?
-More than 20.5, I strongly recommend some counseling.
-10.5-20, you are normal.
-10 or less, you're fearless.
-0- You're lying.
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Sorry about that last journal.
1 min read
It's all okay now. Something bad just happened and I'd rather not talk about it, but thanks to everyone who commented on the journal before. I didn't see them until now because I was just too upset to get on the internet after I wrote that. I appreciate that you all care. <3 I'm okay now. Just a little shaken up, but it's fine.
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I am a terrible person.
1 min read
I sicken myself.
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i'm so inactive
1 min read
I'm so sorry
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